and the fake qualifier

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

its performative

feel you

yeah

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

sorry i am texting like a slav

magnetisation/form

what do you think my name is

plato

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

have you read

what do you mean

not their contents

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

as in

was it worth it

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

all that is to say

It Will Get Lighter

we need to be deconstructing our identities


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life


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