Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

as in

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

no longer writing in the third person

plato

yeah

idk

you cannot feed someone truth

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

ion

its good

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

i want to do that too

i love it here

all that is to say

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

its performative

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me