My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

was it worth it

ion

that looks like my instagram account

lol

ahnaf abrar

feel you

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

no like which do people call me

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

we need to be deconstructing our identities

what do you think my name is

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

bro i read nothing in my life

all that is to say

i dont understand magnetisation

send link

is everyoneback on tumblr now

Today I felt like starting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

plato

bro i read nothing in my life

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

no longer writing in the third person

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

yeah

idk

and the fake qualifier

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

or never left

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

i have read not even 1 book

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24