no longer writing in the third person
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
you have a beautiful account btw
Today I felt like starting
it is hopeful
as in
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
its performative
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
really i want the internet
magnetisation/form
you cannot feed someone truth
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
much more tactility
so an active mazelike process