13, H, grate

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

plato

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

like first name

i really havent

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

have you read

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It's dusk in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox. It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache. I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

was it worth it

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

ion

autonomy of learning

lol yea

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

bro i read nothing in my life

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