its good

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Today I felt like starting

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

lol yea

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

in a post. I want to be remembered

idk

all that is to say

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

we need to be deconstructing our identities

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

is this you as well


Better Lift

propensity within someone


i was tempted to lie about my name

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

no longer writing in the third person

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

plato