Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

Picture

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Today I felt like starting

Lift Analysis

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

yes

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out. 

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something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.