"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46




brb i will read and reply sincerely


i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

feel you

i really havent

magnetises a pin

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

we need to be deconstructing our identities


that looks like my instagram account

i really havent

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

lol

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

its good short few pages