i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

brb i will read and reply sincerely

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

yes

it is hopeful

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

you cannot feed someone truth

Worse Lift

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

like magnets

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

really i want the internet