it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

but really the thing should be autonomous

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

is this you as well

like magnets

feel you

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

what do you mean

we need to be deconstructing our identities

so an active mazelike process

as in

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

yeah

its good

send link

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

its performative

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We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Today I felt like starting

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