it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

no longer writing in the third person

lol

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

its performative

all that is to say

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

magnetisation/form

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

It Will Get Lighter

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so the method has to be autonomous

in a post. I want to be remembered

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models