yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

as in

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

you cannot feed someone truth

propensity within someone

all that is to say

your feed looks like my tumblr

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

so the method has to be autonomous

so an active mazelike process

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

so at the end

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything