Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

It Will Get Lighter

currently

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

i have read not even 1 book

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

bro i read nothing in my life

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

ahnaf abrar

whats your name?

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

god being the centre magnet

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

which magnetises chains of pins

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

like magnets

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

so an active mazelike process

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying