the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59


a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

in a post. I want to be remembered

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

"No, it'll get cold!" "Put a tut ahh put a-"

Can I see

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

it is hopeful

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

feel you