god being the centre magnet

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

i have read not even 1 book

I am below everything.

magnetisation/form

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

It Will Get Lighter

not their contents

lol

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

yes

fw

yeah

lol yea

Lift Analysis

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

13, H, grate

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet