Thank you, Jack, for telling me I'm just as bad as the characters (actually they're people, if that means anything to you) that I'm writing about.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.


i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Picture

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Can I see

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

It Will Get Lighter

you cannot feed someone truth

propensity within someone

its performative

really i want the internet

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos 

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as in

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Today I felt like starting

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

yes

so at the end

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

...

is this you as well

which magnetises chains of pins

whats your name?