the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

is this you as well

you cannot feed someone truth

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

or never left

your feed looks like my tumblr

autonomy of learning

idk

i love it here

lol yea

fw

yeah

its good

barren land

in a post. I want to be remembered

hiding from the rain

whats your name?

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

all that is to say

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it