its performative

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

you cannot feed someone truth

all that is to say

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

propensity within someone

not their contents

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i understand

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

sorry i am texting like a slav

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i love it here

have you read

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

ion

wait what is that

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

as in

was it worth it

so the method has to be autonomous

December 2025

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

what do you think my name is

kind of mythopoesis

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it