Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Rain, starting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

hiding from the rain

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

autonomy of learning

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

really i want the internet

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

hello reader,

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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Lift Analysis

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

Picture

Pimlico Rats

brb i will read and reply sincerely

IWGD

Lift Analysis

It Will Get Lighter

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me