There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

but really the thing should be autonomous

isaac

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

December 2025

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Rain, starting

i dont understand magnetisation

sorry i am texting like a slav

...

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

lol yea

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Can I see

I am below everything.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

bro i read nothing in my life

feel you

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so an active mazelike process