ahnaf abrar

as in

we need to be deconstructing our identities

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

what do you think my name is

lol

its performative

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

It Will Get Lighter

Worse Lift


amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

13, H, grate

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

no longer writing in the third person

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

yeah

i was tempted to lie about my name

Better Lift

i want to do that too

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.