Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

was it worth it

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"Put a blanket."

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.


"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

It Will Get Lighter


Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Style

much more tactility

feel you

god being the centre magnet

division of reality is straying away from it

Worse Lift

its good

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i have read not even 1 book

or never left

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

yeah