bro i read nothing in my life
god being the centre magnet
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge
management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i
didn’t watch it then
i was tempted to lie about my name
Slug
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
I Write Goodbye Letter
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only
see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
sorry i am texting like a slav
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
It was about a crazy lady who lived above his flat in Pimlico. She would let
pigeons into her flat so she could feed them. Apparently she didn't want her
presence in the flat to interfere with the natural behaviour of the pigeons,
so she would let them nest and shit in there and she wouldn't clean it up,
because it wasn't natural to do so. The pigeons would die, but apart from the
smell and the sludge and the gas, the corpses weren't really a problem. It was
the rats that came to eat them. The rats would eat the rotting pigeon corpses
mixed in with the rotting pigeon shit and they would get ill and die too. New
rats that came through wouldn't mind though, and they'd start to eat the mass,
only to get sick and die in it later on. The population grew steadily as more
pigeons and rats came from in the cold, to live naturally. They fed the mass
further.
A procession forms behind the French Raj and his fireworks bearer as they head
out the door. I've lost my Korean colleague / fresh meat in the chaos. I'm
sure he'll be able to fend for himself. They have mandatory military service
in Korea.