like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

no longer writing in the third person

Rain, starting

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

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I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Slug

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

no like which do people call me

what do you think my name is

i was tempted to lie about my name

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

...

abrar?

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf