the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

magnetises a pin

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

its good short few pages

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i see a website

fw

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

that looks like my instagram account


lol

yeah

abrar?

barren land

or never left

i dont understand magnetisation

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i really havent

brb i will read and reply sincerely

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

the site i am dreaming

yes

your feed looks like my tumblr

so at the end

so the method has to be autonomous

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

so an active mazelike process

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate