really i want the internet

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

ion

December 2025

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

as in

i have read not even 1 book

magnetisation/form

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

propensity within someone

much more tactility

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

thank you

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

was it worth it

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

abrar?

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

plato

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.