It Will Get Lighter

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

autonomy of learning

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

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Slug

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

so the method has to be autonomous

send link

the site i am dreaming

and the fake qualifier

i want to do that too

no like which do people call me

is this you as well

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

is everyoneback on tumblr now

i was tempted to lie about my name

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

you cannot feed someone truth

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

abrar?

i have read not even 1 book

not their contents

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

ahnaf abrar