i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

It's

dusk

Rain, starting

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

really i want the internet

magnetisation/form

autonomy of learning

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

barren land

so the method has to be autonomous

propensity within someone

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given