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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
hiding from the rain
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
I am below everything.
but really the thing should be autonomous
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
kind of mythopoesis
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
it is hopeful