it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

division of reality is straying away from it

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

propensity within someone

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

13, H, grate

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging 
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Lift Analysis

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you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

it is hopeful

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

hello reader,


wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Thank you, Jack

but i respect your search

magnetisation/form

i have read not even 1 book

its performative

what do you mean