that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i was tempted to lie about my name

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

propensity within someone

whats your name?

god being the centre magnet

magnetises a pin

its good

its good short few pages

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

so the method has to be autonomous

abrar?

is this you as well

December 2025

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

It Will Get Lighter

its performative

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

which magnetises chains of pins

and the fake qualifier

the site i am dreaming

feel you

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.