One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"Put a blanket."

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I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

It Will Get Lighter

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

13, H, grate

its good

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

was it worth it

Rain, starting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

have you read

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i love it here

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

yeah

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

much more tactility

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

bro i read nothing in my life

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book