no i haven't really read anything

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

13, H, grate

no longer writing in the third person

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

It Will Get Lighter

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

in a post. I want to be remembered

but really the thing should be autonomous

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.