like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
It Will Get Lighter
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a
breakdown of common interpretations:
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
They're fucking around
with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for
so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we
watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the
bank.
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
you cannot feed someone truth
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
