Rain, starting

bro i read nothing in my life

December 2025


this will be about a slug

Slug

Style

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

It Will Get Lighter

was it worth it

i really havent

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

send link

isaac newton

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

i love it here