but i respect your search

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

It Will Get Lighter

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

13, H, grate

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

        13       |
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            H   |
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There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

no longer writing in the third person

Rain, starting

in a post. I want to be remembered

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

currently

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

division of reality is straying away from it

so the method has to be autonomous

Worse Lift

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

...

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression