i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

was it worth it

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i really havent

the site i am dreaming


way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it


to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Today I felt like starting

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

as in


autonomy of learning

Better Lift

...

all that is to say

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

but really the thing should be autonomous