it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

no longer writing in the third person

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Lift Analysis

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

December 2025

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i really havent

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

...

it is hopeful

but i respect your search

...

really i want the internet

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged