It Will Get Lighter

Rain, starting

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

all that is to say

magnetises a pin

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

its good

autonomy of learning

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

that looks like my instagram account

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

idk

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

the site i am dreaming

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.



i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

It Will Get Lighter

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

December 2025

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but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i love it here

plato

i was tempted to lie about my name

was it worth it

Lift Analysis

really i want the internet