ahnaf abrar

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

hiding from the rain

i understand

i dont understand magnetisation

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i have read not even 1 book

what do you mean

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

barren land

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Pimlico Rats

was it worth it

"Put a blanket."

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

its good

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i want to do that too

and the fake qualifier

Style

He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?