yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

It Will Get Lighter

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them


you cannot feed someone truth

hiding from the rain

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

we can only engage in such a way

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

all that is to say

bro i read nothing in my life

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Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

plato

It Will Get Lighter

thank you

or never left

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

sorry i am texting like a slav

which magnetises chains of pins

Better Lift