nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

as in

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

I Write Goodbye Letter

i love it here

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

ahnaf abrar

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

magnetises a pin

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

yes

what do you mean

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

god being the centre magnet

all that is to say

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i was tempted to lie about my name

fw

He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

which magnetises chains of pins

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

like first name

He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

its good

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt