I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
ahnaf abrar
is everyoneback on tumblr now
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
autonomy of learning
god being the centre magnet
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
idk
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
i have read not even 1 book
its good
no i haven't really read anything
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
like first name
no like which do people call me
much more tactility
as in
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
i really havent
division of reality is straying away from it
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
so at the end
so an active mazelike process