think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

plato

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

its performative

much more tactility

i really havent

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

propensity within someone

IWGD

isaac

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i really havent

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

...

its good short few pages

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

i understand

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

we need to be deconstructing our identities

not their contents

magnetisation/form

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting