i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some
insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator
consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media,
both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream
education now
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
It Will Get Lighter
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant
articulate
is everyoneback on tumblr now
i have read not even 1 book
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge
management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
Lift Analysis
