We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
magnetises a pin
and the fake qualifier
you cannot feed someone truth
all that is to say
like first name
hello reader,
was it worth it
you know who you are. no more time, not like
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. way too specific.division of reality is straying away from it
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
was it worth it
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⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️
no longer writing in the third person
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
its performative
i understand