sorry i am texting like a slav

so the method has to be autonomous

and the fake qualifier

division of reality is straying away from it

propensity within someone

so an active mazelike process

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

all that is to say

its performative

as in

no longer writing in the third person

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

"Put a blanket."
Better Lift

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Rain, starting

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like first name

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

no like which do people call me