was it worth it

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

13, H, grate

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

the site i am dreaming

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

autonomy of learning

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

is everyoneback on tumblr now

It Will Get Lighter

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

"Put a blanket."

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

lol

its good

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

really i want the internet

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

isaac

like magnets

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me