it is hopeful

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Rain, starting


Better Lift

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

It Will Get Lighter

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

really i want the internet

kind of mythopoesis

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting


"Put a blanket."

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.