it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

idk

not so on: yvf(wthw)

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

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December 2025

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

It Will Get Lighter

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i have read not even 1 book

yeah

you cannot feed someone truth

its performative

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i really havent

no i haven't really read anything

sorry i am texting like a slav

i love it here